Does it ever feel like you have to work harder than everyone else to get what you want? Ryan and I have been feeling kind of bummed lately. It feels like alot of people we know are getting hooked up with good paying jobs, or houses or whatever. Mind you this is merely for venting purposes, because I'm not saying that all of these people don't deserve them or didn't work hard to get these things, because I really am genuinely happy for them. It is just hard to see everyone elses hard work pay off, but ours never seems to, even when we aren't asking for much. I'll keep trying to think that it will one day... but as for now, its my party and I'll cry if I want to.